This morning has been so overwhelming for me. Beginning to work my way through the millions of boxes that line my living room walls. What to keep, what to take with us, what to store???? What to just donate to the youth garage sale so I can breathe??? There are some things that I just feel we should take to make our home feel like our home while in Belize. That is what is hard about living here...in holding...no decorations, no family pictures, no curtains, just lots of aqua blue plastic boxes, and a bunch of suitcases.
Last night as I went to bed, I had some good time with the Lord and felt so at peace, but woke up feeling so....chaotic. I am listening to Kim Walker and she just sang SURRENDER. I know the Lord wants me to surrender having everything my way, in my order. To fully surrender my life to who He wants to create me to be. And this is part of the process.
The other thing is that once again my 3 year old turned off the air. It is low, where she can reach. So, as I was rummaging through boxes, doing laundry, dishes, etc, I was sweating like crazy before I realized it. I think maybe God is trying to prepare me for Belize heat :) through my daughter.
I covet your prayers right now for clear thinking, organization, and just not worrying about it. I know there are so many things to do, but know it will get done. I think I just want to complete it all in one day and have to realize that it is a process. Just like we want the Lord to just miraculously fix things for us, but we have to walk things out one day at a time....
