you have not heard from me for a few days, because, frankly, i am exhausted. but the kids just went to bed and i thought, why don't i take a sec and fire up the laptop and record my feelings right now?
i have lived out of a suitcase since last may. i have lived many different places since last may: an apartment, a friends, the in-laws, the other in-laws, a hotel, another apartment, and now a HOUSE, a HOME. it felt amazing, just a couple of hours ago, to unpack my suitcase into a dresser. to hang some things in a closet. it was wonderful tonight for dinner, to use my stuff, my kitchen stuff to prepare a meal. it is nice to once again have two bathrooms. it is nice to have a yard for promise, although, the guard dogs on either side of us are a little scary, so we still have to go with him, but still...he has a yard. it is amazing for the kids to be able to set up their rooms, put away their clothes, get some normalcy...
but it is hard work getting settled. and living as a belizean is different than an american. we went from air conditioned apartment to no air house. and it is hot. even the belizeans say so... we brought air conditioners, but need to put them in, plus, feel bad to use them when noone else really does. i have a washer hooked up, but no dryer, so i have to get up early, wash, and hang the clothes outside...and then check them throughout the day and bring them back in...it is harder than what i am used to... i have to cook all my meals, pretty much from scratch, and then hand wash all the dishes. and going shopping is not a run to walmart, get it all deal. shopping takes all week, here and there...or it is very expensive...
i am so thankful that we had a month before moving to the house, to begin to live as belizeans in the apartment, although we were spoiled with air conditioning, and a dryer, and cable tv...it was a good gradual break in to our new life.
i have been overwhelmed by the people of belize... yesterday, it was just so crazy moving over here, going to market, other errands, trying to clean and unpack as we went, sweating, running bakc to the apartment to clean it out and use the washer and dryer there, and on and on...my friend made us dinner last night...and it was so tasty, because we were just so thankful...because there are places you can pick up food, but it gets costly, and it is not like the fast food here. what she did last night was fast food for us, and such a blessing. we are going to another friends on sunday, and still another reaches out to us constantly through meals and goodies. and these ladies work hard. most things are made from scratch...but oh so yummy.
because it is not just that we are moving in, but we have also moved in to taking care of a girl, who is 17, and independent enough, but still, I have to wash her uniform every day, and start making her lunches to take, and provide other things--in the midst of just trying to get my family settled. and just getting to know her and share our life with her. she is precious and so accepting, and so grateful for the meals i provide. you see, it is not like she moved into my house, and i have been cooking for years, because my whole way of cooking is different here. i cant make what i made in katy. every meal is literally an experiment and i am learning as i go. but it is going good. i have made some real disasters, and i have learned some new ways of making things that have turned out delicious. the internet is my friend for new recipes using the ingredients i have. i pretty much cannot make anything the way i did, just a month ago. it is a whole new ballgame here. so i am making some things over and over again because they worked and not trying some things again because they were disasters.
nightime brings coolness and we welcome it. right now, the house feels great, we all have fans on us, but it feels great. we all slept so good last night. we are tired, so i am sure that has helped.
tomorrow, i am hoping to get somewhat of a more normal day. i am hoping the kids will be able to do school. it has been a tough week for school. thankfully, they are doing fine and are right on track. school here doesn't even get out til the end of June. next week, they will take standardized testing all week, which I need to prepare for. but we have internet, finally, that is consistent, so that is the first step. and they set up their rooms today, hoping they can work tomorrow. even if just a little.
josh and tori have been amazing at helping. it has been hard, sweaty, back breaking work. we literally moved huge closets, bookshelves, etc around (Josh and Lee did) to create an office for Lee in our bedroom. the girls are sleeping in a full size bed that will go in joshs room once we get their bunk beds next week....so poor josh is still on the couch.
we are getting closer to settled though. we should be great by the end of the week. it feels overwhelming when i look around, but it really is getting done. i will take pics when we can see the floors...
thank you for your prayers. getting in the house just gets us one step closer to starting the church, or meeting with people. we will plan to have a couple over next week, that has been waiting for us to come. they met lee last april, and again in july, and have just been waiting for us. isn't God amazing? they have a four year old, and are expecting, and own a restaurant, that my kids think is the best, by the university.
i have said once before, but i see God has planted so many seeds and laid so much groudwork through those who have come before us...lee and i just need to pick and disciple the harvest...God's timing is so perfect.
having a great time, walking in His path.
'night.